Could I ever pray too much?
David faced incredibly complex and challenging circumstances. His constant response shows why he is known as a man after God’s own heart:
But David strengthened himself in the Lord his God. ~I Samuel 30:6 ESV
David inquired of the Lord ~ v.8
but I give myself to prayer. ~Psalm 109: 4b ESV
My knees are weak through fasting;
my body has become gaunt, with no fat. ~ v. 24
Whether pursued by one of his many enemies or dealing with the fallout of wicked attacks, David pursued God’s justice.
In Psalm 109 we may not know the exact context, but he is clearly seeking God’s vindication with a clear desire for this other person to be punished. David leaves nothing to the imagination. He wants the other person to die and his family to be destitute.
Yet, David does not act. He prays. Fasts to the point of fatigue, serious weight loss.
With my mouth I will give great thanks to the Lord;
I will praise him in the midst of the throng.
31 For he stands at the right hand of the needy one
In the face of opposition, we should rest in God’s power and sovereignty, continue to praise His name, and even give thanks knowing he is faithful. He provides the strength and peace even when the circumstance presses in with fear and loss.
Our situation might not be quite as dramatic as having our family kidnapped requiring us to march for days without provision to reclaim them in a hostile raid, but we must equally rely on God for our daily strength and direction.
David was ready to face such an event because he had a right relationship with God. We should also regularly seek our hearts and make sure we are in line with His.
28 Let a person examine himself . . . 31 But if we judged ourselves truly, we would not be judged. 32 But when we are judged by the Lord, we are disciplined so that we may not be condemned along with the world. ~ excerpts from I Corinthians 11:27-32
Specifically referring to taking communion with the proper ceremony, but it may be safe to take a broader application here as well.
We often deceive ourselves concerning our own sinfulness. We ignore pride, deception, manipulation, judgment, and other sins. God calls us to judge ourselves truly. Examine our hearts.
Communion is a great time for this, but it should likely be done at other times as well. Weekly, possibly even daily we should let God’s spirit reveal those sins we have rationalized and ignored. Better to deal with them on an ongoing basis through confession, repentance, and God’s forgiveness, than to be subject to God’s judgment, which in this passage at times led to death!
Lord God, I want to be ready for the battles ahead in this day. There is hurt and fear of man in my heart that threatens to overwhelm and clouds my wisdom. Forgive me for acting out of human logic and help me to rely ever more on You alone. Point out my sin that I may not tolerate it or be hindered by it. Pressing on, In Jesus Name, Amen